The First Time I Miss Someone
Would you believe me if I were to say that I used to have a stone-hearted heart? Yes, I really did have such a heart when I was younger. You won’t find me shedding a tear or two for anybody. You can put it that I’m as cold as an ice. Well, probably not that cold as I still have some warmth too. =)
However, when I got older, I realised my stone-hearted heart had started to melt. I can easily cry now, especially when watching a sappy sad movie. You can even find me getting all teared up in the cinema! That is when I realised I know how to care especially for someone that is close to my heart.
When I first experienced missing someone, I didn’t know it will be quite painful. The longer I did not see or talk to him, the pain will just strike even harder. And because of that, I started to “blame” him for making me miss him so much and making me suffer.
I won’t say that after much experience of missing someone, the pain becomes bearable because at times, it still hurts to bits. And this is missing someone who is still living, I wonder how it’s like missing someone who’s dead. I know many people will be feeling or have felt the same way as me where at one time you’re feeling completely OK but on the next, you start to miss that person and kept wondering of his/her whereabouts.
So, how does one actually overcome this feeling of miss? I don’t think it’s something that you can just shru off. If your other half is halfway across the globe, how do you stop or control yourself from missing him/her so much? I bet it is one difficult task to do!
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